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    Getting Out of Desperate Life

    I know there was something wrong with my life in previous days but I've gone through with it and I really want to thank every one of my dear friends for standing by me. I really appreciate for your concerns and great help, I coulnnot imagine if I would live without love, from friends, parents, lovers or even from MYSELF. One must love himself/herself.
     
    At last!
    I finished watching Desperate Houswives this weekend because of my damn desperate determination. Obsessive compulsive disorder? What's worse, I cannot figure out the solution to it. Though it is known that the story is made up dramtically, I think everything somewhat exists for a reason. Maybe I belive because I'm meant to. That's why I'm thinking to revitalize myself by living happier than before, to stick to my own faith, and to fight for my dream. I don't want to be a coward at least I should have a try for some longer time. I'm meant to and I desperately want to.
     
    This diary sounds like a monologue. Who cares? This is who I am.
    Good night, every sweetie. Have a nice dream.
    A new day has come. I love u all!

    我要快乐

    又被爱伤了一遍                    我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
    无所谓当作成长                    我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
    刚刚走开的人                       只有眼泪是真的
    烟还点着味道却淡了              把从前想了一遍
    我并不是天生爱寂寞              谢谢了伤我的人
    却比任何人都多                    想做乐观的人
    就算把世界给我                    每种雨声听了都不冷
    我还是一无所有                    我的决定是对的
     

    不是我找到了"改变",而是"改变"找到了我

    我要我们在一起

    重新开始快乐生活,认真生活

     

    好久没有看月亮了

    它的寂寞,它的清逸,它的诗意

    都是年少时的意象

    因为浮躁因为忘却

    它不再是黑夜里最浪漫的遐想


     

    五大罪状

    第一罪状:Test
    这些天受尽BT的ETS无人性般折磨,似乎现在没以前那么能考试了,逃出考场时只想晕厥,周围没有认识的人只有陌生人我是一个人,所以还是要走自己的路,G仍需努力咧,杀!~~~
               
                第二罪状:Health
    “五一”长假一直生病,倒霉透,上医院,灌苦药,病猫猫,明明知道:我人生中最大的痛苦就是生病!妈咪大人急坏了每天要求电话及时汇报,命令可怜爸比N条短信跟踪轰炸,好啦,我也自责没有好好照顾自己,夹缝中生存很惨,最终survive过来又被“托”拿出去枪毙,灾难啊!
     
                           第三罪状:Psychology
    半个多月的边缘生活,糟糕心情,梦游学习,使得从不dream talking的我,竟然被小郁爆料:听见某个生病的晚上murmuring 'don't do it...'难道是前些天Doctor Cahill光头先生的Deconstructuralism on Desperate Housewives令人惊乍,how can Bree sexualize her cuisine by making perfect delicate dinner for her family? What the hell is going on?
     
                                        第四罪状:Friendship
    11号那天多亏了我的好朋友们:Honey一起吃饭,伊小姐一起喝奶茶,偶像Jane姐姐一起煲电话粥,雪雪&唯兄一起发鼓励短信,让我振作起来,写了好几篇作文,没想到TWE就考了Friendship Vs Money!还真不能没有你们啊!I love all of  you guys..
                                                
                                                                      第五罪状:Life
    I'd better not complain about life...
    可爱女人