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Getting Out of Desperate LifeI know there was something wrong with my life in previous days but I've gone through with it and I really want to thank every one of my dear friends for standing by me. I really appreciate for your concerns and great help, I coulnnot imagine if I would live without love, from friends, parents, lovers or even from MYSELF. One must love himself/herself.
At last!
I finished watching Desperate Houswives this weekend because of my damn desperate determination. Obsessive compulsive disorder? What's worse, I cannot figure out the solution to it. Though it is known that the story is made up dramtically, I think everything somewhat exists for a reason. Maybe I belive because I'm meant to. That's why I'm thinking to revitalize myself by living happier than before, to stick to my own faith, and to fight for my dream. I don't want to be a coward at least I should have a try for some longer time. I'm meant to and I desperately want to.
This diary sounds like a monologue. Who cares? This is who I am.
Good night, every sweetie. Have a nice dream.
A new day has come. I love u all!
我要快乐又被爱伤了一遍 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
无所谓当作成长 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 刚刚走开的人 只有眼泪是真的 烟还点着味道却淡了 把从前想了一遍 我并不是天生爱寂寞 谢谢了伤我的人 却比任何人都多 想做乐观的人 就算把世界给我 每种雨声听了都不冷 我还是一无所有 我的决定是对的 不是我找到了"改变",而是"改变"找到了我 我要我们在一起 重新开始快乐生活,认真生活
好久没有看月亮了 它的寂寞,它的清逸,它的诗意 都是年少时的意象 因为浮躁因为忘却 它不再是黑夜里最浪漫的遐想 五大罪状第一罪状:Test
这些天受尽BT的ETS无人性般折磨,似乎现在没以前那么能考试了,逃出考场时只想晕厥,周围没有认识的人只有陌生人我是一个人,所以还是要走自己的路,G仍需努力咧,杀!~~~
第二罪状:Health
“五一”长假一直生病,倒霉透,上医院,灌苦药,病猫猫,明明知道:我人生中最大的痛苦就是生病!妈咪大人急坏了每天要求电话及时汇报,命令可怜爸比N条短信跟踪轰炸,好啦,我也自责没有好好照顾自己,夹缝中生存很惨,最终survive过来又被“托”拿出去枪毙,灾难啊!
第三罪状:Psychology
半个多月的边缘生活,糟糕心情,梦游学习,使得从不dream talking的我,竟然被小郁爆料:听见某个生病的晚上murmuring 'don't do it...'难道是前些天Doctor Cahill光头先生的Deconstructuralism on Desperate Housewives令人惊乍,how can Bree sexualize her cuisine by making perfect delicate dinner for her family? What the hell is going on?
第四罪状:Friendship
11号那天多亏了我的好朋友们:Honey一起吃饭,伊小姐一起喝奶茶,偶像Jane姐姐一起煲电话粥,雪雪&唯兄一起发鼓励短信,让我振作起来,写了好几篇作文,没想到TWE就考了Friendship Vs Money!还真不能没有你们啊!I love all of you guys..
第五罪状:Life
I'd better not complain about life...
可爱女人
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