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    Life is UNFAIR

    Child Psychology
    I stopped talking when I was six years old
    I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world
    I was happy being quiet
    But of course they wouldn't leave me alone
    My parents tried every trick in the book
    From speech therapists to child psychologists
    They even tried bribery
    I could have anything, as long as I said it out loud

    Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

    Of course this episode didn't last forever
    I'd made my point and it was time to move on
    To peel away the next layer of deceit
    And see what new surprises lay in store
    My school report said I showed no interest
    'A disruptive influence' I felt sorry for them in a way
    And when they finally expelled me
    It didn't mean a thing

    Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it

    "At that time she stopped what she was doing,
    she stopped playing... she stared, she had the
    facial grimicing... and then the psychiatrist was saying,
    "Julie, Julie, can you hear me? Can you
    open your eyes? Can you stick out your tongue?
    " And all of a sudden, Julie struck out"

    The November when I came home the Christmas decorations were already up
    Spray on snow, coloured flashing lights
    And an artificial tree that played Silent Night
    Over and over again
    My parents welcomed me with loving arms
    But within an hour were back at each others throats
    Normal, happy childhood back on course
    Batteries not included
    (Murmuring...)
    *Life is unfair,
    Kill yourself or get over it*

    Lost In Translation

    Lost
    If I said that I didn't care, I didn't mean it.
    Nobody would give up unless they have tried harder.
    Sometimes get puzzled about the situation around me, what is real? What is mine? Changes have taken place, they seem to pop up all the time. Don't get lost~
     
    Can she see herself in the mirror?
    I doubt it...
     

    T-Storm Night

    Time:7:30 PM, April 9th, 2006
    Location: Event Hall, BFSU
    Event: 2006 T-storm Show
               [Live]
    T风暴后的夜晚格外寂静,没有繁星月色
    却依然激动,和梦醒时分的些许疲惫...
    第二年的演出比第一年好很多很多,
    虽然留有一丝遗憾,但是记忆是美好的^_^
    明年呢?会是最后一次吗?
    舞台上的幕缓缓拉开...
     
     外面的世界很精彩,我出去会变得可爱,我出去会找到美好的未来

    Of Options

    If there is no choice, everything will be just fine...
    The fact is that we are facing so many options that we do not know which to take...
     
    T Storm Fashion Show is coming this Sunday night!
    Who is that Isabella on the stage?
     
    God knows...what a girl wants
    When curtains draw up and lights turn on,
    And there is music all the night...all the night
    Finally I get myself lost...